What To Do

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2001 Poetry

How do you deal with life,

when someone commits suicide?

Do you weep for days,

and then move on?

Or do you yourself,

do as they did,

to be with them again?

When someone so close to you,

takes their own life,

it's like someone walks up to you,

and rips your heart out.

It hits you like a bolt of lightning.

So much pain caused,

that you do not know,

what you should do.

Or how you should feel.

Should you be mad at them,

for leaving you behind?

Or should you be sad,

that someone you love,

is gone?

Maybe even bottle up all the feelings,

you have inside,

until one day you just burst,

into cries and sobs.

I have yet to find out

what I should do,

with all these feelings.

Crying confused tears,

and going crazy,

all alone,

without you.



~*~ Jill ~*~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this on 2-9-01. It's about a close friend of mine who took his own life. RIP Swen

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