A throw to the wall,
a blow to the face.
He yells at me,
I feel like such a disgrace.
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My eyes are swollen,
I cannot see.
Please someone help me.
Come rescue me.
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Each day is the same,
when I go to visit.
He’s supposed to be family,
but family doesn’t hit.
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I was only a child,
I meant no harm.
But bruises remained,
on my face, legs, and arms.
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Fear showed in my face,
I was so scared to go.
And my parents didn’t understand,
because they didn’t know.
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Nervousness filled my body,
I trembled on my knees.
Praying that he’d just walk away,
please don’t hit me, please.
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I felt sick to my stomach,
each time I had to stay,
in your small little house,
from my home, far away.
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I was only a child,
but you couldn’t see,
that what you were doing,
would have such an effect on me.
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Now that I’m older,
I’m still afraid of you.
Scared to speak my mind,
for fear of what you’ll do.
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Afraid of simple things,
like walking through the door.
And even a gentle touch.
Afraid it will become much more.
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I was only a child,
but you failed to see.
Cause now that I’m older,
you see you’ve lost me.
~*~ Jill ~*~