You have to wonder after a while if you're worth it to
yourself
All the while you smile with your friends
but it never ends
The pain will emerge
and swallow you whole
after itching and burning
it will finally take it's toll
Rise to the top and spill over-sides
Catching heartbeats and negatives
Spilling out like these words
Captivating all the weakness, the strength
the fear and the tears
Spacing the length
over summits and years
Subleasing, not releasing,ownership and worth
Caught behind the lies
Subdued from the curse
Tempting me, offending me
Spiritually, but not correcting me
Amphetamines enviatibly
will get the best of me
My dreams can get me higher
Will I ever come down
Faint pang of reality
echoes without a sound
The note that I quote
spands lyrically from dope
The fact
all I do is yak
maliciously and visually,
all personal attack.