He didn't even look at me
as he said those words
I didn't want to hear
"You bring out the worst in me.
Even if I stayed, I would
never want to be with you."
And with those words
I knew exactly what was coming.
I went out to the bar
at my brother's request.
Knowing I was sick and didn't want to
It was the same old routine
I was sick of
but now, somehow, I didn't care.
Becoming that girl,
crying in a tavern
I felt as though I was
the first person this had ever
happened to.
He didn't want to be with me
He had said so, plain and simple
and I was just too dumb
to understand why.
I'm deeply hurting. So bad.
and I don't know how long it
will last
He's not the type of man
that I wish to surrender.
I can toss and turn and go to sleep
but I will never forget.