It shouldn't be the truth
but it is.
I have faced the enevitable
and conquered my lonliness
Yet somehow,it's not enough
I drift away into my music
and the neverending top
Silently I wait for change
and my heart fades into nothing
I yearn for days of yesterday
when I was still a soul
tragically, I melt
into a stream without an ending
and no meaning
just slip away...
I never wanted to become what I am
in esscence, I am the opposite of Her
and for some reason, I am sad
If only I could be where I was
in the middle of violence
I'd do it all again.