He was the man
The truth
The needle in the haystack
I'd been looking for all along
and eventually the one
I let slip back into the pile.
We had dreams and love
only it was more intense than any love
I'd expierinced.
After him, I often question
If maybe the others were just lust
He was all
He excepted me
I had faith in him
If only he could see
that I'd give anything to feel that way again
to be loved by him.
But it's my fault.
I couldn't withstand the test of time
I was impatient
And because of my child-like foolishness
I've lost a part of me
That I will never gain back.
No matter what happens now
there will always be a soft spot in my heart for him
when I think of the mistake I made.
But who knows
maybe it's all for the better.