Continuing to run through my mind
are these thoughts of what went wrong
it's been four months
since I made the mistake
of letting you go.
Every new man I met
I automatically compare to you
You were perfect.
Everything I saw myself with in the future
was put together all in one person
We always had eachother
and at the same time falling in love
I thought I would be there forever
but it didn't work out that way.
Instead, I fell for another
who wanted the dreams I had
who was ready to settle down and commit
But I wasn't sure you were
so I left.
and held his hand til the sun set
I thought he would treat me kind
and surprise me with sweet kisses in the morning,
but instead of falling in love-
I fell deep into a trap
and he broke my heart.
Looking back
I know for a fact
that you never would have been like that
Now I'll never know
what would have happened to us two
if I had only told you the words on my mind
that I was in love with you.