Struggling.
Crawling.
Through the darkest of many places
A relief to ease my pain
A song to help me forget
The past.
A nervousness and consciuosness
that will never die
A feeling in my spine
That will make me cry .
Discovery and wonder
Interferring with slumber.
A cure for my mind.
A way to pass the time.
A mumbling idiot within myself
brought out by demons,
flesh-eating monsters
Slowly killing each part
of your heart.
With eclipses of memories
a jolting of truth
finally, I remember my keys.
I bring out my hidden youth,
I bathe in the sea of depression
I lie awake at night baring tear stains
I walk under the clouds whenever it rains
I walk in the shadow left behind
Feeling my name, I hide
No Pride.