Im scared
and I'm weak
I can't help what's happening to me
I'm falling apart
with no where to run
and no one to save me.
This is the part where I give up
I crumble and leave silently.
This is my cue to say "That's the way i'ts supposed to be"
but somehow I can't let go.
And somehow I don't want to give up.
I usta question "others" on why they could'nt figure out why they love someone.
and then I knew.
I didn't know either.
All I know is that it's an emotion.
A strong gust of wind that came to me as a suprise.
but I knew.
Ther's so much time left in this world, but I fear
that our time is almost through.
I fear that he's not strong enough to just be patient with me.
I feel that as much as I try to hold on and plead
he'll just walk away.
I realize I'm bad at relationships, but this was something more.
I love him .
More than I love myself.
And now I feel that in giving so much
I've thrown it all away.
I guess maybe I was wrong.
Maybe they're right.
Maybe love is all the same.
Maybe I should just give up
if this is what love is.