THIS LOVE~

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Patrick

Im scared

and I'm weak

I can't help what's happening to me

I'm falling apart

with no where to run

and no one to save me.

This is the part where I give up

I crumble and leave silently.

This is my cue to say "That's the way i'ts supposed to be"

but somehow I can't let go.

And somehow I don't want to give up.

I usta question "others" on why they could'nt figure out why they love someone.

and then I knew.

I didn't know either.

All I know is that it's an emotion.

A strong gust of wind that came to me as a suprise.

but I knew.

Ther's so much time left in this world, but I fear

that our time is almost through.

I fear that he's not strong enough to just be patient with me.

I feel that as much as I try to hold on and plead

he'll just walk away.

I realize I'm bad at relationships, but this was something more.

I love him .

More than I love myself.

And now I feel that in giving so much

I've thrown it all away.

I guess maybe I was wrong.

Maybe they're right.

Maybe love is all the same.

Maybe I should just give up

if this is what love is.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I truly love him , but I've lost him.I"ll always love Patrick.***

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