I am a human and a monster
Passionate yet mad
I am the predator and the prey
Seeking and destroying,hiding out of fear
I am loved and I am hated
My greed outways my heart
Odd yet normal for a soul like mine.
Schizophrenic, yet strangely wise and Authentic
My burning desire to be loved by all
and my "dream come true" to find deep love
If only one thing I could teach the world
it would be:"Don't conform and be another lemming.
Individuality is not a bad word."
My deep dark secret:I have helped kill
and in some ways,I have already murdered a part of myself.
I finally have a grip on life
and no longer find it a waste of time
succeeding is my mission, but I'm scared
of letting myself down.
I crave Anarchy
and see myself as "the Captain of my fate"
If ultimatly,I achieve nothing,
I will have had no purpose.
If never I reach out and heal by human touch,
no one will remember my love.
I see nature and I cry
I live for the moment, and I die
Abuse to my mind is my only regret.
I take back no words and make no promises.
I believe in fate and make my own
I soley trust in no one
and hunger for a life I control
At times I'm uncertain, but know what I want
and no human can stand in my way.
I make my own choices
I decide for myself
Strong,yet also weak
Relying on no one but Shay,
I stand alone
All of me.
and I appreciate who I am
I have been a failure, and since then I have learned
and I have grown.
Into the person I will always be.
I see the future far from now with only one thought in mind:
There's no turning back now.