Happy yet somehow depressed
I returned to sleep on your couch
And watch TV with you while you curled up
In a blanket on the floor
Looking ever so slowly
Being intrigued by your long eyelashes
Wondering if it was just the beer buzz
From the ones we were kicking back
Or if the truth was inevitable
I remember how hard I laughed
When you made fun of me
For my weird habit of carrying
Laundry soap in my backpack
Sniffing it for comfort and spilling it on your carpet
I'm sure if ever,NOW you think I'm odd
Although I'm not sure why
I began to cry ever so softly
Under your sheet on the couch
Because the air conditioner made me cold
Still buzzing from the HG00
While you watched "Just Shoot Me"
2 feet away
And laughed uncontrollably,
Not aware of my tears so sad