I called you home
And graced you with my thoughts
even though you treated me as a foreigner
I stayed and prayed
that one day you would be good to me
You shunned me,rejected me
Convinced me you were the best
so I put you above all the rest
and called you the home I loved
And then one day I left
Never to return.
Scared of starting over
and leaving you behind
I thought you brought me kindness
I thought you brought me strength
but much later, I would find out
you're the one I would not thank
Being in different surroundings
has now caused me to open my eyes
And helped me to realize
what I was to blind to see
I curse you know for what you have done to me
Brought me sadnee and sorrow
wanting to die before tomorrow
But I did'nt.
almost.
But my hope did
And in the midst of the rain and the lightning
I gainded something good from you
only one thing
a lesson so true
I learned a thing called bravery
The bravery and courage to carry on
And hold my head high through the times
the only thing you gave me
For now, I no longer call you home
You are the past
The hell I'm proud to say
That I have survived.