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Tonight
I always wanted to do that,
But never like I have.
I always wanted to forget him,
But never really that bad.
I always wanted to love someone,
But never like I did.
I always wanted to break the rules,
But I’m just a teasin’ kid.
Tonight it happened,
Don’t worry too much…
My life is partly intact.
There’s something I told myself I needed to do
Just to prove I ain’t that reserved…
And tonight it blew up.
My lips touched his
Even after I acknowledged that look in his eye
That sincerely told me,
“Don’t touch me.”
And the bet came.
It came so fast that the next thing I knew
I was in my car
My throat closing up
Eyes turning red
Tears ready to fall
But too scared to hit the floor.
My bet multiplied so
That it doubled…
Making every one of those boys
Want what they can’t have
Even more.
Tonight it blew up
And tomorrow
I’m going to explode.
