Just to let it be as I should
It's too hard to not think of him.
Tears fell from my eyes
Yes I cried
For him.
Everything we did and didn't do together
Will always be with me.
He is a part of my life now
And that can't change.
A friend thinks I love him
but I can't be that sure.
He wasn't a mistake
He was a fun person
And a beautiful two and a half weeks of my summer.
I still want that second chance,
But what have I to hold onto other than him?
I need to be forgiven
And given
That chance.
They don't see how hard this is on me
Nor could they care too much.
Not their perfect picture
But the tainted one I treasured.
Life is a mere game
Trying to win everything back that you lose.
Don't pull that trigger just yet;
Wait...
A second chance is just around the bend.