It's early,
Or it's late,
I really can't tell the difference.
In my head
A thousand
Sounds and images
Roam free
Some buzzing about
Playing with my emotions
Keeping me awake.
Lights and colors reflect off of my closed eyelids
Forcing them to stay open
Forcing me awake.
He lies next to me,
Sleeping loudly
But somehow angelically.
I want to kiss him
Say goodnight
And move on to tomorrow morning,
Unfortunately.
Troubles are interrupting me now;
With their voices so pointy,
Their eyes glinting with evil.
I shoo them away
But they return to my side.
I must entertain their ideas,
Dabble in their arts for some time,
Until the task is done.
But force is just not a person I get along with.
Unnecessary things,
Any thing, any sort of "stuff"
That involves itself in my life
In my time
Being in the way of my goal
To make me meet requirements or not!...
Is a simple waste of my time.
I want to fast-forward this tape,
But remember the memories I didn't live
In the time I missed.
Is it time to leave this place yet?
Because I'm tired of waiting.
Stop this train that's hardly moving.
I want to get off.
It's time to live my life with him.
That's what I came here to do.
Let's delve into the world of words and alphabets and paper and pens
Computers and typewriters, lectures and notebooks
Full of mindless scribbles
That throw the world off of our one-track train
But make sense to us.
I just want to write.
I just want to live.
When it's your turn to make your own life,
Then maybe we'll live by your rules.
But for now,
It's time to take a step in the other direction.
Is it time to graduate yet?