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2 Years
2 years.
It's been 2 years.
And as I sit,
I drown myself in tears,
Eyes deep red,
Cheeks stained black,
You
Are all I care about.
I never would have thought about you
I would have gone to sleep safe and sound
If it weren't for your song.
On contact
No matter how much I hated you
It made me love you
All over again.
I realized how badly I need you
Not just for protection
For comfort
But as to not take a bullet.
Instead to sit for hours
And ponder
All and every detail
Surrounding you.
I'm a mess,
A destruction,
A wreck without you.
Five beats of a song destory me.
Yet you don't see it
You don't care.
You choose to walk away
Pretend I'm not here.
Your baby, good girl,
Your world.
You're mine.
Two years.
It's not nothing
But it's everything to me.
Can you remember?
All that time ago
When you asked me
A simple question
That changed
The rest of our lives...
You hugged me in the snow;
Like you had always wanted to do.
I was your first.
You loved me
But that was two years ago.
And we melted.
Our reinvention burned everything.
Maybe there isn't anymore.
Maybe there was only two years ago,
With one hug in the snow,
And one simple question.
That December 4th
At 8:40 pm.
The moment
That cost us
A lifetime.
