If only
I could find the words
To express the hurt
Inside my soul right this moment
To just think
That it once was
And never is again
..a broken heart
Is all I have to show for it
But the words keep coming
I can't stop them
You keep talking
And I keep listening
..but all I can think about
Is why
Why this could happen to me
Because I have made my mistakes
I can't go anywhere
The days wear on in brutal upset and heartbreak
With the moon finally shining down on this little town
And me
Looking up
Hoping to God you are staring at a pitch black sky
Just like I
And maybe
For a split second
I crossed your mind
And you thought
"..I still love her.."
But no,
That was a dream
A dream that life destroyed
A time that won't come back
Because you write your life story with a pen
Not a pencil
And the mistakes you make
Will forever be there
When you cross them out
It doesn't change what you have done
It only leaves a mark
And everyone knows
How badly
You hurt
Her.