I guess if I want to change myself enough, I could.
It's becoming clear to me that some traits that are born in me are too much for some people to handle.
Maybe I care too much,
Maybe I'm too much of a nuisiance.
Maybe my mind is too grown up in some ways that it should still be 15, not 35.
Maybe I need to be needed too much, or maybe too little.
Whatever the case, the more I see it interfering with my loved one's communication with me, the more I notice something wrong.
All I'm trying to do is be a good person.
Do I want that too much?
Am I too over-the-top with it?
Am I making mistakes no one can erase or forget?
Am I doing things that can't be forgiven?
Am I too protective?
Do I want too much?
I can't help it...
I can't let him go.
It's just me...
What can I do?