I should have followed my heart.
I knew it was steering me in the right direction for once.
But I didn't.
I let other people take my feelings and throw them at him.
You see, I wanted to tell him how I felt.
I wanted to sit with him and tell him exactly.
My heart was screaming to go to him.
I disobeyed it.
I felt as though I broke my own precious heart.
I knew I was wrong.
I knew I made a mistake.
Because later, I found that he felt the same way I did.