So flawless in the eyes of imperfection
Yet, very aware that you’re imperfect, too
Painfully hurt by your rejection
Knowing I could never knowingly hurt you
Somehow you always knew of my love
The weakness in my eyes
It was never something I spoke to you of
But I was never good with lies
And everything shattered from there on
Cuz I painfully distanced myself from you
And soon I’m going to be long gone
But you were the first one who knew
And I won’t try to pretend it over again
Twice was just too much
But I guess I hurt you, too my friend
When I fell out of touch
But I could not bare the pain
Of rejection the second time
For my emotions, I’m to blame
I was never good with lies
But maybe I scared you away
If anything ever could have been
With a certain choice I made
I messed things up again
And I was scared to tell you
Fear was written in my eyes
But you were one of the first who knew
I was never good with lies
And when you brought me to that place we found
My excitement was all a disguise
You see, I was only trying to make you proud
But I was never good with lies
The truth is, I didn’t want to leave you
I missed you so much that all I did was cry
But I didn’t want to deceive you
I was never good with lies
And now I’m crawling back to you
This time for goodbyes
Cuz the truth is, I still love you
I was never good with lies