Eleven

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Daddy

10 years have passed and gone away

I was 11 when we said goodbye

And every year on Father’s Day

Another tear seeps from my eyes



When you were here and I was young

Pictures I drew were all I could afford

But you cherished each and every one

As you displayed them on my picture board



And though my artwork has long since faded

Ripped throughout the years

And my life has been dramatically jaded

Going down roads of laughter and tears



I can’t get you a brand new tie

Everything in this world will do no good

Because I know where you lie

But I know not where you stood



When you reached the gates of Heaven

And stood in front of Christ

I knew nothing of this at 11

But now I know of His sacrifice



And you were perfect in my eyes

Every daughter’s dream

And on Father’s Day each year I cry

Because I know not you what you believed



But though you’re gone, I still have One

Who comforts me each day

When I cry because you’re gone

He promises He’ll never go away



He understands the pain of death

He sent His Son to die

And when He took His last breath

It caused more pain than even mine



For He was innocent and shed His blood

His perfection is still real

His death was for my own father’s love

An attempt for your Eternal life to be sealed



So I cry not that you’re gone

Because I have the comfort that I need

I don’t know where you’ve carried on

When you were warned, if you took heed



I cry not because I need you here

To protect me from all wrong

Or because I need your blessings

For what life may bring along



And while standing at your grave

I mourn not for your death

It’s your life I mourn, were you saved

When you drew in your last breath?



I can’t shed gifts on you today

You’re body is all that’s there

But even that’s inside a grave

And your soul, I don’t know where



But my Father rejoices when I pray

And I worship Him and give Him praise

And not just on Father’s Day

Knowing in Heaven is where He reigns



God comforts me on Father’s Day

And on Christmas I celebrate for Christ

My gift for Him each day is all my praise

And His to me is Everlasting Life



So on the days I miss my earthly father

Depressed and crying for him again

God comforts me within the hour

Understanding my deepest pain



Assuring me not to worry or cry

Because there’s no tears in Heaven

And to remember my Daddy’s life

As it was when I was eleven ~~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Father's Day
June 19th, 2005

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