Sinking like a rock into the deep
Once, tranquil and vibrantly free
Now drowning without air to seep
Erupting like thunderbolts inside of me
A broken glass; shattered on the floor
It’s haunted me all of my life
Deceitful, ugly, shamed once more
With Crimson on the blade of this knife
Broken. Truthful doubts again
Cut…deeper into this pain
No love, no hate, no in between
You mock my silent screams
Question me, but I have no clue
You have hurt and deceived me too
You want to help, so you claim
But my lungs will never scream your name
Put me away, lock the door
Throw away the key
Deceive me not, just like before
Your eyes transparently look through me
I’m numb to the crude love you claim
Scream at me, it’s my fault, I’m to blame
And in the end, you win again; you’ve caught my soul
It’s I, your puppet dangling from these chains
...And you, my puppeteer, have won control -