DONT KNOW WHO I AM WHO I WAS OR WHERE IM GOING BUT NOONE WILL BE THERE ALONE IN THE DARK I SIT IN MY CORNER IN A BALL SHAKING AND SWEATING LISTENNING TO THE SOUND OF MY PULSATING HEART FOOTSTEPS IN THE HALLWAY MAKE MY BLOOD RUN COLD I WISH I COULD ESCAPE MY BODY
AS IM SLAMMED ONTO MY BED
IM NOT HERE HE SAYS
WHAT ARE YOU DOING I SAID
ITS JUST A DREAM HE SAYS
BUT IT HURTS I SAID
NO YOUR IMAGINING IT HE SAYS
SOMETHINGS TEARING I SAID
HOLD STILL HE SAYS
ITS WRONG I SAID
IM SUPPOSED TO HE SAYS
IM GONNA TELL I SAID
NOONE WILL BELIEVE YOU HE SAYS
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS I SAID
ITS UR FAULT HE SAYS
YOU LIKE IT HE SAYS
MY HURT MY SHAME MY PAIN
AM I TO BLAME?????
TO BE CONTINUED.......................
Wow..
There really are no words for me to say. How can I comment on something you actually went through and endured, as if that will take away your pain. To me writing is an outlet to all no one has ever known or took enough time to pay attention to. No comment I write to me wouldn't be fitting. I hope writing this helped you in some way shape or form.
I know this feeling a million times over hun, you are great at putting your feelings fourth and onto paper its a good thing ~babygirl~
I WISH I ESCAPE MY BODY
dats should b i wish i could escape my body it's un proper english hehe