TAKE MY LIFE

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Love &Hate

The pain you inflicted caused damage beyond repair,

I gave my all to you and was left standing bare.

All the love you promised seeped its way into my veins.

Your departure left behind its disgusting ugly stain.

I stood there with every lie marked on my skin.

Acknowledging that my chance of survival was slim,

I gave you everything in me until there was nothing left.

Incongruously allowing myself to be inept.,

Far beyond what I could fathom; inconsistent with my mind,

Dreading not having the power to stop the hands of time,

If only I could rewind.

Go back to the moment I fell blind.

To all your cons, lies and schemes.

I fell deaf to my own warning screams.

Insanity claimed me locking myself in that room.

You injected your fallacies into me and I believed I was immune.

Until you made your exit taking with you all I gave.

Reality sunk in, I made myself your slave.

A slave to your love, embrace and touch,

I your concubine you only wanted to fukk.

I tried to wash away the imprints you left on me, until the skin

Began to peel,

Yet another failed attempt, I could not conceal.

Your false love ran through my blood, imbedded deep in me.

Flowing with your taint almost naturally,

I covered the walls in letters that became familiar scribes,

Death claimed my spirit, why did my physical survive?

You’re no longer with me; you took my sanity when you walked

Out the door,

So here, take my life. I don’t need it anymore.

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