The pain you inflicted caused damage beyond repair,
I gave my all to you and was left standing bare.
All the love you promised seeped its way into my veins.
Your departure left behind its disgusting ugly stain.
I stood there with every lie marked on my skin.
Acknowledging that my chance of survival was slim,
I gave you everything in me until there was nothing left.
Incongruously allowing myself to be inept.,
Far beyond what I could fathom; inconsistent with my mind,
Dreading not having the power to stop the hands of time,
If only I could rewind.
Go back to the moment I fell blind.
To all your cons, lies and schemes.
I fell deaf to my own warning screams.
Insanity claimed me locking myself in that room.
You injected your fallacies into me and I believed I was immune.
Until you made your exit taking with you all I gave.
Reality sunk in, I made myself your slave.
A slave to your love, embrace and touch,
I your concubine you only wanted to fukk.
I tried to wash away the imprints you left on me, until the skin
Began to peel,
Yet another failed attempt, I could not conceal.
Your false love ran through my blood, imbedded deep in me.
Flowing with your taint almost naturally,
I covered the walls in letters that became familiar scribes,
Death claimed my spirit, why did my physical survive?
You’re no longer with me; you took my sanity when you walked
Out the door,
So here, take my life. I don’t need it anymore.