Uncertain

How could something so wrong feel so right?

Why is that my days seem so long and I can't find

Sleep at night?

Why am I consumed with all these thoughts of you?

If I believe I don’t love you,

I don’t want you to know how hard it is to have to let you go.

We were dangerously too close and it would’ve been damaging to your life.

You had so much to lose including a wife.

I knew it was wrong I just couldn’t pull away.

Its hurting me to know you can’t stay.

I feel so badly but what good would that do?

It doesn’t change the fact that I gave myself to you.

Alone in my room at night I cry.

I have to let this go and move on we finally said good-bye.

It won’t be easy because I see you all the time.

But I’ll let go and find someone who can truly be mine.

How can I do this? No one compares to you.

How can I leave as much as I care for you?






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