Anonymous
Forgive Yourself
Karyn Indursky
Oh please forgive me
for I am a mere human
and I can forgive you no more.
Oh please forget
how many chances
I gave you that I lost count.
Oh please erase
your memories of
how I expressed myself
and I got shown the door.
Oh please forgive me
so my redundant actions
and verbal exchanges
can hurt me more,
but all is fine
IF I'm the bigger person.
OH please don't mistake
my deep apologizes
that I am human
and when I know I'm right
about how you talk, treat people
I hate saying, "It's okay. Don't worry about it."
Oh please don't be mad
at me for expressing my honesty
as you dismiss mine repeatedly,
but pretend all is fine.
Oh please don't look at me
I feel torn like a paper
as you shredded me
in emotional perplexies.
Oh please forgive yourself
because I can't stay to lie
that it doesn't bother me
or hurt what you've done
or cutting words you've used.
Oh please forgive me
when I tried to have our issues
resolved and wanted a happy ending
we both could live with
for communication is vital.
Oh please forgive me
brought before you as
we'll pretend nothing happened
because confrontation
would make it worse.
OH please let's
go play "make believe"
and act like dolls
who can all get along.