Anonymous
By Karyn Indursky
I know my past. You don't.
I know my present. You know parts of it.
I know what bothers me. You have a glimpse.
I know see it the most. You see it at times.
I can't let it leave me. You don't know it's there.
I'm scared to let go. You don't know I'm holding back.
I'm scared to expose it. You have no clue.
I smile and laugh as I cry. You don't know of the crying.
I know I can't handle it. You don't see it.
I know I can't make this alone. You don't know it.
I know I can't do this.
When will you?