Anonymous
By Karyn Indursky
I miss being happy. I forget what it feels like.
I come home from work and all I want to do
is cry. Then, I want to sink away in a hole
and just die. No matter what day it is, where I'm at,
who I'm with, and what not, I feel the weight
of the world crushing down on my shoulders.
It's too much of a weight. It burdens me constantly.
People think I speak so much, but I speak so little
from my heart. It's killing me inside and all I
want to do is cry like the rain from the heavens,
but these tears won't fall. I feel this pressure
everywhere. It's crushing me... crushing me... crushing me...
into a pulp of nothingness.