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Holding Conner melts away
all problems. It purifies my
every emotion. His innocence
is incredible. I love how open
he is to smiling, holding my finger,
being held, getting kisses, and
just going with the flow.
He almost never cries.
He's adorable, sweet, innocent,
pure, everything that's right
with the world. I wouldn't
change him for the world.
My only regret is not
knowing that I was pregnant
because of being on
medicine that makes you
gain weight, having sleep apnea,
and having my period for
all 9 months. His father
lives in Orlando, Florida right
now and won't call me back.
I'll be going to Domestics
and he will be paying
child support. It's a shame
that he hasn't called back
because he deserves to
know all about his son
and his son has the
right to know him. But
when I hold Conner
everything that's going on
fades into nothingness
and all I feel is amazement,
love, joy for having the
most precious baby