I couldn't help myself from stealing away
this wonderful night of ours.
A night suppose to be filled with love and content,
Ended in poisonous screams.
I see your face become swallowed slowly by shades
of darkness as you walk away from me into
the night
I couldn't help myself,
From creating this tragedy.
While my pride turns to guilt.
Guilt that has started weighing on my chest
like an elephant.
My mind ponders with the though of if this is really worth it.
Letting you go home with my final words puncturing your
mind like small knives over and over.
I know you're thinking about it.
Because I am too.
It's hard to believe that this my own creation.
This night, my beautiful disaster.
All because I assumed it was him who called your phone.