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She was carefree, misguided, lived life like there was no tomorrow 

she was angry,bitter, filled with much sorrow 

on the outside she smiled, never cared about what people had to say 

she lived like she wanted, a rebel in her own way,

never did she consider any consequences of her choices 

keeping a 9 to 5 out the question, she hated all her bosses 

she had life figured out, no one culd tell her what to do 

she was fearless, risky, one of the many brave few 

she did things her way, you couldn't tell her she wasn't right 

never letting anyone get over on her, at least not without a fight 

she hated all guys, never could her heart begin to trust 

living life very guarded, replacing love with lust 

relationships out the question, to her, it didn't make ssense 

there were no good guys, for she was truly convinced 

yet, she always believed in God, but their relationship wasn't strong 

she begin to feel like Earth just wasn't where she belonged 

because her mindframe was to different, never afraid to be judged 

she cared about nothing, so she would never hold a grudge 

deep down she wasn't happy, feelings changed everyday 

she begin to resent God, for making her this way 

until one day God blessed her with a new kind of plan 

said here take this angle, this angel called love ,it'll better help you understand 

life itself and everything it has to offer 

and as she begin to look in the mirror, she somehow appeared just a tad bit softer 

and so love changed her tremendously, suddenly making life clear 

God was always on her side, so nothing she should fear 

He had always spoken to her, but she would always just ignore 

deep down inside she knew , this was nothing like before 

to her finding love was a sign to make her life right 

she owed that much to God so she wasn't giving up with out a fight 

so who is this person? This girl I speak? 

She is I...she was me.. I was all of the above 

im not afraid to realize confess n then admit 

that changed was needed, so change i had to get 

elated now that I have God on my side 

because I am growing, learning, and I take much pride 

He never gave up on me, God took my hand 

protected me my whole life, made me understand 

my purpose in life and exactly why I'm here 

which is to walk in His image, and nothing I shall fear 

so R.I.P

to the negative ,misguided girl I use to b

but without her, how could I have ever wanted to become a "A MUCH BETTER ME"