Love all things paranormal, so of course I’m always searching for unorthodox experiences just to see ah new level
So I dabbled with the occult, the dark side, my shadowy devil
She reminded me of that very first time I decided to dig deeper, as she handled me my own shovel
I Did this outta pure curiosity while being labeled ah little rebel
traveling roads of light n dark, became a mad scientist, Dr Hyde n Mr Jekel
Wrote n recorded every experience, as I traveled from realm to realm
and experienced the paranormal, you know that shit you only see on film
Imagine that shit happening in real life, imagine the anxiety that overwhelm
Fuck watching the paranormal, I am paranormal activity in the flesh, n Creepy is my favorite theme
I swear my life is really a movie, filled with supernatural happenings in every scene
Experiences that made me realize, I wasn’t just no ordinary human being
My life isn’t normal, hell, everyday is like Halloween
Once you start traveling the inbetween
like the movie devils advocate, demonic entities I really seen
Shit scared the hell outta me, cuz I knew I wasn’t dreamin
Looking at orbes of light that was dancing angels , while also noticing every dark demon
On the outside I played it cool, inside, my soul was silently screaming
Ima keep it 100, fear took over as I witnessed the veil between the worlds lift, felt all rational thinking slowing leaving
Light n dark energies double teaming
Overwhelming, Surrounding, as they creeping
Watched the Grim Reaper circle my bed, watching, plotting oh yeah he scheming,
Already knew what was happening, after I saw the death card in my last reading
Transformation in the works, I could literally hear my heart beatin
Cuz according to mythology, only time the Reaper appear is to collect the soul of a heathen
I mean I don’t feel like no heathen, well maybe half of me is since I’ve committed the act of treason
The moment I decided to journey dark realms, my scale became uneven
Started giving more energy to one side, knowing light was only half of my spiritual completion
Being a light worker is cool, but darkness, man that exerts a different type of secretion
And it’s that time of the year for me to give more energy to dark, before my light reaches depletion
Now I’m suppose to balance light n dark, Grim Reaper came for that exact reason
Rebirth for me always happens Around Samhain, the mark of the end of nature’s harvest season
Time to roam outside heavens home, Into the darker half of the year, no more garden of eden
Because the veil between the living n the dead are thin, granting all spirits temporary physical freedom
To roam around freely, as my transformation begins to deepen
True story, for 3 days I stayed up, had no time for no sleepin
Straight meditating, no food, Wasnt even thinking about eatin
had to figure out what the universe was up to, even tho every second I felt my body weaken
Brain pulsating n bleeding
Heart pounding n speeding
knew something major was heading my way, I braced myself for Saturns beatin
Death was my only treatment
Started to see so many spirits gather around, As if they was having some kind of meetin
It’s one thing to feel them there, but to see them, couldn’t believe what I was seeing
The room was completely silent, all I could hear was me and Zy breathin,
while the demons was slowly creepin
when I think back on that paranormal activity, my fear really was misleading
manipulating my mind into thinkin, the darkest of my thoughts that I silence from even speakin
Spiritual realm ain’t no joke, see I know, no more believing
Cuz believing is deceiving
So don’t believe my story, I’m just sharing my experience, do your own personal seeking
Cuz Now I’m officially in the mix
Playing with spirits, summoning demons to build my temple brick by brick
Every dark entity every angel, I personally hand pick
Free spirit, religious freaks, I know sorcery makes you sick
Feel free to kiss my ass , I’d tell you suck it if had ah dick
Sorry mama, I’m just not that chick
To control my mouth amongst beings, who really think they being slick
With all disrespect, you just a bigot, you just a prick
Them scare tactics have no power over this soul, no matter how many times I’m martyred on ya crucifix
For being so misunderstood by religious fanatics
FYI Religion holds no power in my realm, so many lies like politics
Back to the story, cuz I won’t focus on skeptics
where was I?! Ok back to my eclectics
I Had been up for some days,thought my mind was playing tricks
Felt like the butt of a cruel joke, as the universe got its kicks
As I figured out exactly what the reaper wanted me to kill off, restoring balance, no easy fix
Ah Price everyone seems to pay, once unplugged from their matrix
Added 5 that’s divine grace plus the balance of man, which is represented by the number 6
N 5 plus 6, That equals two lines that look like 2 sticks
Parallel universes in the form of 11, subliminal teachings secreting DMT down my spine, drip by drip
That’s theThe power of 666
Waking up my kundalini, every time the veil tear, it slowly rips
As above so below,creating balance as it flips
My Serpent is awake, from its resting place that it sits,
At the Root chakra, right around the area between my hips
I was real life witnessing my darkness come forward,as my light took ah back seat for this trip
Darkness was now the captain of my boat, the overseer of my ship
Man if I told someone who was normal this story, they wouldn’t believe a single word out my lips
My sanity begins to slip
Wasn’t until the next day I realized, if my life is really a movie, didn’t I create n write every script?!
answer was yes, I conjured my own legion of demons to protect me whenever my light has to dip
N hide away until spring, just gotta hang tight with firm grips
Im on the dark side of the moon, shadow side, total Lunar eclipse
Paranormal activity now feels like the norm, I signed up for this, now I’m the Devils Advocate
~I SAW THE PURPOSE