I stared into your eyes, as u hypnotize me into a trance
I couldnt look away for a moment, not even for a glance
We concentrate on our energy, as our minds begin to dance
You took ah peak into my soul, I was scared, but i still took ah chance
Despite the circumstance,
i felt our emotions silenlty enhance
While we relished in that moment, as our minds magikally dance
Couldnt be afraid of the magic, it was ah mental romance
One that i mentally created, way some time in advance
Divine timing, it has come, only right i hold my stance
Now let me make love to your soul, n show you what it means to commit
Fuck you so good mentally, you have no choice but to admit
That ima beast at what I do, do you kno who you dealing with?!
Twin flame, soulmate, your reflection designed to fit
So far yet so close, but there's still some things i still dont get
Like the Thoughts that got me second guessing, should i still hold on or should i quit?!
Should i wait or should i move on, or wait until divine time permits?!
Or fast forward to my vision, when you decided it was time to split
From the one who was Second best, cuz you settled for ah love that was counterfeit
I did the same so no judgments, can't be ah hypocrite
But it was hard seeing you with others, so day by day, bit by bit
I made sure not to become bitter, so our flame I kept lit
You said I taught you how to feel, well you taught me how to pretend n forget
And hide all my emotions, because love seemed so full of shit
N Lifes ah bitch,
But I watched as i made those tables turn
You went through buku bitches, just so you could "oneday" learn
That to receive my gift, yeah was something you had to earn
Now do away with your past like usher, n just let that shit burn
No need to explain our decision to no one, cuz it's no ones concern
Remember, a Goddess like me, I always gets what she desires
Cocky with what I want, so you can't help but to admire
My demeanor, my intent, whatever you want I shall supply ya
Come get what u been missing, I promise I got that fire
Got that magic in my yoni, got that shit that take you higher
Having ah cocky Kanye moment, man send this message through the wire.
Got me all in my emotions on this early Wednesday
Poetry is my therapy,
ah therapy that helps me portray
Deep feelings I keep, locked n tucked away
Even tho my words to you I never share, I know you can feel my passion in what I say
My thoughts, they ricochet
Back n forth constantly, shit feels like insanity, that's y I chose to downplay
Took me ah while to condition my mind, but my heart still obey
And stays committed to what I consider as my first love, I know that sounds ah bit cliche
But my faith stays intact, as I wait for that day
You finally decide to stay
You always thought you were ahead but little did you know...
I already seen you meet me halfway
~Our Purpose Was Love
1:43 #8~New Beginning
4/3/17