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I HATE IT
All it took was one look, your energy, I was captivated
It was right then n there in that moment, for me, I knew you was created
We were 2 bodies with 1 soul, twin flames who was separated
But there you were, I can remember feeling so intoxicated
And intimidated
All those feelings I never knew I had, but low key I appreciated
How you made my heart feel, but I swear I never anticipated
To fall victim to a love, that only proved to be complicated
N I hate it
What attracted me the most, was the way you stimulated
Every cell, every nerve, every inch of me was activated
It was then you became my muse, for every poem I orchestrated
Because for so long, I never found the proper words that articulated
Every thing that I was feeling, multiplied n exaggerated
I hate it
Hate that history keeps us bonded, n stagnant feels keeps me feeling so frustrated
So stagnated
N I hate it
So many moments I debated
Should I cast ah freaking spell, to rid myself of this heart that feels the need to be obligated
To person so confused, n in the end, I'm the one always left devastated
N humiliated
N I hate it
Cuz I wear my heart on my sleeve, guess that's why im so easily manipulated
By every vibration you send out, that I so naively misinterpreted,
N I hate it
That's why I shoulda kept my distance, n stayed emotionally isolated
Bc I'm sick of feeling for you, sick of you underestimating
The depth of my love, the depth of what's already been fated
It's 11:11, n 4 means door, if numerically calculated
Is how I read the signs, that the universe has divinely communicated
You either walk away or walk through, n take ah chance at what's awaited
