Should I post, what should I post, yeah that seems to be the question
But if you kno me, then you know, writing is my preferred form of self expression
Since my thoughts switched from being controlled.. to a familiar obesssion
Filled with so much aggression, not to sound funny or crazy.. but love is just a different kinda form of possession
That many downplay n hide for their own personal discretion
But me, Ima different form of aggression
Cuz when my mind gets to stressing,
My intuition keeps me guessing
Either way it's just my mind n my heart, having silent confession
Gotta admit tho, its really refreshing
That I can feel the progression
In the connection
While staring at my exact reflection
So what's the lesson?!
Cuz I'm most Comfortable when I'm sharing exactly what I'm feeling
That Seems to be the only therapy, that helps my mental healing
Cuz just when I think I can't express anymore of this subject, I still find myself in my mind dealing
As my heart keep revealing
Feelings, I thought I did a dam good job at concealing
Boy was I wrong
I'm so weak when it comes to you, breaking down my guard didn't take long
As you undid years n years of protection that was suppose to keep me strong
They say home is where the heart is.. so where do U think I belong?!
I know exactly where
Stuck in situations that ain't fair
Won't so bad to be selfish
Won't so bad to not care
In moments so rare
still that hopeless romantic, who continues to dare
But how dare you,
how dare you bring me back to a place I didn't have the strength to bare
But whatever bc thats not here nor there
Cuz My truth has always been in the air
Yet you hide your treasures so unaware
I may not be around physically, but spiritually I'm always there
Praying the same prayer
That you never forget .. no one will ever compare
Nor will anyone else fit, cuz like oil n water, some liquids are not meant to pair
Love is precious, and hopefully oneday you will kno
That no matter what happens in life, Ill always be there
I feel like certain things are just written in stone
Now I could be wrong
But you n I both kno we not where we should belong