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It's been a while since I've sat down and wrote about some mushy ass shit 

Because for even the most hopeless romantic to utter words of giving up, like just fuck it, I quit

Must of had her fair share of pain from devils in disguise, who were the epitome of hypocrite, yeah hypocritical lunatic

So I made a vow with myself, a vow to never easily submit 

To anyone anytime soon, cuz I swear, most niggas are counterfeit 

Masquerading like they so worthy, when they can't even righteously commit 

But then, here comes this god dam Cupid shooting his arrows

I tried to duck, I look down, "Dam I've been hit!" 

Low n behold, in strolls this cancer, short but bold, never in a million years could I predict 

That I'll collide with this big ball of magick coming my way, shining so bright, so perfect 

Superficial shallow thoughts crept in, way to short I'll admit 

N he's definitely not someone who I would naturally even pick

So why the fuck the universe fucking with me, felt like another sneaky trick 

Maybe it was something that I missed, so against my better judgment I gave it ah chance, n surprisingly we clicked  

Instantly our minds were intrigued, as we picked

 each other brain bit by bit 

Conversations that last for hours, yeah he soon made me forget 

That broken hearted vow made with self, before his energy penetrated my orbit 

And penetrated my personal bubble, as if he knew he would naturally fit 

And he did, now it was as if I was possibly staring at my own  reflection, or possibly my twin flame before our split 

Got me daydreaming so heavily, staring off into space while I sit 

And think..

Man these Lil weak ass walls I thought I sturdily built, was knocked down in ah instant, once the chemistry begin to mix 

We were a perfect combination, so naturally we manifested magick, that sparked this flame he and I both lit 

It's all happening so dam fast, so I'm still trying to understand because here's what I don't get 

How this god dam cancer really made me contradict 

All the things I trained my mind to ignore, delete n omit 

Anything and everyone who served no purpose to me, cuz they only seek to benefit 

And leech off me because they see n know I'm spiritually equipped 

So many questions that need answers, thanks to you Cancer, now I'm wondering n getting to ahead of myself.. but is he even ready to recommit?! 

Or am I really ready to play Russian roulette with my heart, 50/50 chance, I guess we'll know once we flip

Fuck, now here comes this mental battle, before it starts, should I dip?! 

Too late, here comes these voices in my head saying don't you dare be so stupid, run from Cupid, keep your mind lucid, pack all your common sense, n just be ready to use it. 

Cuz the minute he feels you're vulnerable, guards down, he'll abuse it, then dilute it, as he tries to insert his self into your heart, like a trespasser whose intruding 

Ignore those feelings you think you feeling, ditch your heart, it's too confusing 

It only makes you feel what you want to feel, package deal filled false hopes, desires and ah shit load of broken promises is alway included 

Don't let every thought n every emotion surface from a place you made sure it stayed rooted 

The deeper the connection the louder comes the voices, conjuring ah energy that feels so dam putrid 

Now my heart is wide open, un afraid of being silently persecuted 

Because I am strong, so dam brave, heavy weight champ, yes undisputed 

With me comes great power, so with that power, negatively yeah I mute it 

Now let me bring ah bit of truth, and shed light on all the things your mind has Purposely excluded 

For one, stop listening to those voices, that's why you so mentally polluted 

And unable to hear your Intuition in times  when you feel so dam clueless

Two, stop being distracted, love is what you make it, when you spiritually suited 

To be placed and graced with pure love, if properly executed

When it comes to battles of heart n mind, heart wins every time, 

Such a divine revelation I've concluded 

So hello Cancer, my name is Love, are you ready to be denuded?! 

Naked n exposed, wide open and yes, sometimes stupid 

So hear me when I say, love conquers all..... so theres no hiding from Cupid