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Bare with me my love as I dig inside the true nature that lies within my heart 

 There's so many fears buried deep inside, I can't seem to find the right place to  start

How about the constant struggle of the voices in my head, that only wanna drive us apart 

From The union you n I created, with promises to never depart 

Bc it was only through divine magic ,we discovered that we were each other's divine counterpart 

With a chemistry so natural, we created a beautiful spark 

It was you, and it was eye

Clear message from the sky 

That brought us together, never thought you would be that guy 

That cracked my heart wide open, 

I feel in love with you, and I often had to question myself why 

Why, you still try, when I openly defy 

The unconditional love you've always given with intentions that satisfy 

So To hear you say I've fucked up when it came to loving you, makes me just wanna ball up n cry then ultimately die 

Now I'm Reflecting upon my shortcomings, I swear it makes me so sick

I often wonder that if you could rewind, would you chose a different pick 

With Someone who naturally learned to love you, with someone who together y'all naturally click 

N not with someone like myself, who ain't nothing but a spoiled lil chick 

With ah bad ass attitude that I just can't seem to kick

You would think after so long , I would no longer be a skeptic 

Of the meaning of true love, n how to accept it

N how to do right by my partner, by doing what's expected

But your heart I neglected 

Your cry for help I rejected 

So many tears you've cried, so many scars collected 

Wish I could take back all the moments, I made you feel so disrespected 

In the midst of chaos, making things more complicated n hectic 

Bc I allowed my thoughts to be influenced by my loved ones perspective 

All Bc I'm dealing with misplaced emotions that's been misdirected 

To the one n only person , who has only emotionally protected n kept us connected 

To that mental heaven we both suspected n projected 

I love you 

You areMy heart and my soul, my inner layers  you unfold 

You've awakened something deep inside me, something that I can't seem to control

Ik I have a strange way of showing it n it comes off a bit cold 

But I swear I'm taking heed to everything was foretold 

Word by word, little by little, the perfect wife you have mold 

I use to wonder what was on the other side of the rainbow, 

But It wasn't until we fell love, could I find the pot of gold 

With you n only you do I wanna grow old 

N I'll be the first to admit, 

I'm so far from perfect 

N I kno that I've put you through a lot of bullshit 

That you struggle to forget

I feel like such ah hypocrite 

Bc Im struggling so bad on how to submit N properly commit 

To us being equals, two souls who should depict 

Of what it means to be one 

with the Person You in love with 

I'm ashamed Bc I have to deal with the fact I've been such a shitty wife 

N that I'm the reason for all of our unnecessary strife 

Strife that has only created tension so thick we could probably cut with a knife 

But I'm done with the bullshitt bae, bc we are forever, n I swear Ima love you in every single life. 

So now I'm Forced to Sit here n reflect on how can I express all the emotions that I stubbornly hold back 

That shit is hard to hear coming from you, that there's areas I lack  

I hate that you feel like you've always had to be the one to pick up where I slack 

I hate that after 6 years we still struggling, n to me that shit is wack 

I hate that we don't feel secure in our union when we should have been reached a point where our forever should already be intact 

Despite all my flaws bae, I love you unconditionally, n that shit will always be a fact 

So No longer, n no more, shall I allow negativity to distract 

The agreement we made when forever became our pact 

Bc You've been such a vital impact 

And for that my love ,I got you whenever you may stumble 

N I promise to pick up all the broken pieces, no mater how much they seem tocrumble

It's so dam hard to ignore all the negative mumble jumble 

Inside a war zone filled with demons ready to rumble 

Against our happiness, I feel like they hope we tumble 

But I don't have faith in us cuz Ik we won't fumble 

We a team bae ..You wanted me to be humble, you got it, Im humble

N today is the day that I take a much needed stand 

N put down my hand 

N let the world know who really is my man

Ashton Raymond , baby, I am your biggest fan 

And I'm tired of caring about those who don't understand 

A love that is never ending, a love that will only expand 

Bc our love has no limitation

Believe it or not, you have exceeded my greatest expectation 

So right here n right now, without any hesitation 

 I make A promise to us through this poetic proclamation 

To let no one disturb such a divine connection 

N to never let any voices interfere with our direction

N my affection, towards the man I chose to love 

To the heaven that only you n I see 

And what we see is our perfection 

Two souls, can we be one?! 

Can we continue to be each other's reflection 

 I love you Mr Raymond... Always n forever