I DONT BELONG
How n the fuck do I silence the negative voices that threaten my sacred space
On the inside I'm going crazy but I still put ah smile upon my face
Just in case, I can't erase
That dark cloud that hovers over, Antagonizing as it chase
Tired of fighting my demons so eventually I just embrace
Cuz Everyday is like a battle, and everyday feels like a race
And The pressure feels too intense, im wondering if ill ever see first place
But I Don't have no time to play victim, cuz too much of that energy is just a waste
Sometimes I can just disappear, just vanish without a trace
But then angel 5 politely reminds, don't forget, you shall have divine grace
Grace n favor, for all the fruits of my labor,
Found out its up to me, to become my own personal savior
So to the promise land I am headed, I am the righteous crusader
Where in my dreams I am one, with the maker of our equator
Imagine how better off our world would be, if we all loved thy neighbor
Or if we peeled back the bullshit, layer by layer
Man pple so fucking selfish, just take a look at our behavior
We judge the poor cuz they have less as if materials somehow equate to something greater
We kill our trees, reducing oxygen, just to print out some paper
While destroying the very nature, Of everything of our creator
Just the thought of my existence on this planet, makes me feel like a traitor
Bc My thoughts are so free, ima divine educator
Who looking to connect with minds, who on the verge of something major
N in our circle it's all love, n we all fans never ah hata
N we give props when props due, always now, and never later
N together we are team, each adding our own personal flavor
And No man above the other, Yea We the superheroes who are braver
Cuz all we wanna do is create, bc we natural born creators
N many don't speak our language, so they seek a translator
Just these thoughts alone,Reassures me I don't belong,
in a world filled with beings, who ok with doing each other wrong
They can see you starving, n won't even throw you a bone
No love is ever shown,because evil truly has mind and heart made purly of stone
man i can remember being a kid, who couldnt wait to be grown
And now that I am, i see its only survivial of the strong
Leaving the Ones of higher purpose, to fin for their own
I swear i dont belong,
I am of a different chromosome
becaue i create my own music, dance to my own beat, I am a beautiful song
That dont belong
thats why i create my own zone
Black sheep, im out that box, yeah that box created by Babylon
I dont belong
Now ima rebel with a cause, AND my DNA, they will not clone
Feeling llike ET ready to phone home,
I am gone
Back into the depths of the universe, and into the depths of the unknown
Cuz im from higer demensions they dont mention
This is why I WILL NEVER BELONG!