I am broken from the inside out
Shattered like a huge glass house
I hurt all inside and feel the pain
Huge tears roll down like acid rain
The voices call me far and near
Pulling me distances and I can't hear
All this doubt and hate in my mind
Makes me relive every moment and rewind
I feel an urge to bleed what I feel
I feel an urge, but I just can't deal
Every breath escapes like a mountain collapsed
It starts all over and guess what I relapsed
I see this knife, shine, call my name
I regret ever wanting to feel this pain
I'm haunted by this lost feeling in me
Do you hear me or is this what's to be
Tearing my heart out and feeling my soul
It's so weak and faint I just need to roll
Roll this negative lost and undying strain
Again can you just understand my hardening pain
It's just a dream, an excuse and just a lie
Please stay over my grave for just a bit while
I lay in dirt and wood and forever burried
My pain, my woes and I wonder who carries
Forgive me for my lost and broken person
But if you had heard, I'd never had worsend