Broken

I am broken from the inside out

Shattered like a huge glass house

 

I hurt all inside and feel the pain

Huge tears roll down like acid rain

 

The voices call me far and near

Pulling me distances and I can't hear

 

All this doubt and hate in my mind

Makes me relive every moment and rewind

 

I feel an urge to bleed what I feel

I feel an urge, but I just can't deal

 

Every breath escapes like a mountain collapsed

It starts all over and guess what I relapsed

 

I see this knife, shine, call my name

I regret ever wanting to feel this pain

 

I'm haunted by this lost feeling in me

Do you hear me or is this what's to be

 

Tearing my heart out and feeling my soul

It's so weak and faint I just need to roll

 

Roll this negative lost and undying strain

Again can you just understand my hardening pain

 

It's just a dream, an excuse and just a lie

Please stay over my grave for just a bit while

 

I lay in dirt and wood and forever burried 

My pain, my woes and I wonder who carries

 

Forgive me for my lost and broken person

But if you had heard, I'd never had worsend

 
Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have to say this....has some meaning to me. Internal feelings can be so...vague but so discriptive. I'm in an all time low. I had to write this to get the feelings out. Yet I'm still not satisfyed. 

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