Desperately trying to recall
a memory of more than a moment
the before
the after
Any small detail that exists
outside of that one still frame
in your mind
The slow sick thought
that what you to be
an authentic memory
may only be a memory
of a photo you once saw
of that moment
You know it all happened
but you wonder if possibly
you've lost your goddamn mind
Still, you hope you were just too busy
living in the moment
to remember
to pause
to make a memory