The sky just seemed to blacken more
I closed my eyes as you shut the door
I did everything I could to save myself
But all I ended up doing was hurting someone else
The bleeding wounds I have before me
Made everyone see
The person I had become was someone they didn’t see
I sat in silence taking in words of hatred
Then somehow the words became sacred
As they twisted their way into a dark downward spiral
I was left inside of my own denial
I asked myself how this had come about
Only sitting in this darkness to pout
Instead of sitting there to sort things out
This was not who I was nor was it meant to be
My own mother couldn’t figure this out
How this sickness had first come about
I was completely alone
Knowing only that my heart had to come home