Depression



The sky just seemed to blacken more

I closed my eyes as you shut the door

I did everything I could to save myself

But all I ended up doing was hurting someone else

The bleeding wounds I have before me

Made everyone see

The person I had become was someone they didn’t see

I sat in silence taking in words of hatred

Then somehow the words became sacred

As they twisted their way into a dark downward spiral

I was left inside of my own denial

I asked myself how this had come about

Only sitting in this darkness to pout

Instead of sitting there to sort things out

This was not who I was nor was it meant to be

My own mother couldn’t figure this out

How this sickness had first come about

I was completely alone

Knowing only that my heart had to come home

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