I used to have a simple life
There was no loneliness to fight
No longer my face is a pretty sight
I will prove that I am right
Through the gates of hell and darkest of nights
Why did you stop and stare
Was it because your secret I chose to bare
Your feelings tell me you don’t care
So then I stay longer, or don’t I dare
This isn’t a day at the fair
Undecided and unforgiven you shall stay
In case you were wondering GET OUT OF MY WAY
There will be a day
Where I shall lock myself away
And finally put my soul to rest
This will be my sacred test
Taking away the hatred from my breast
Forever I shall detest
The last night I was with you
My soul enraged my blood stained blue
Thinking to myself my heart was true
But now I must run from you
Hell has frozen over again
No I will never join you friend
This has become our end
Everything to lose
No other option to choose
Tired of being abused
Tired of being used
Tired of getting a bruise
This is the battle I fight in my mind
Maybe forever if not all time
All my blood became your shrine
As I hear your high pitched whine
I knew you are only worth as much as swine
Drink of my essence it’s all I have left
You stole my soul a wasteful theft
Take the sword from the ground
Let my screams be a pleasant sound
Kill me so I don’t come around
My death is the pleasant sound
Let my screams echo through your ears
As you slice me to pieces release your fears
Show me the hate you’ve been hiding through all the years
Please don’t worry about it my dears
After all the voices in his head is not all he hears
No I’m not lazy
I’ve released my heart and now I’m going crazy
Now everything has gone hazy
I was never anyone’s baby
I have no way out
I’m forgetting what life was about