I am drowning in hell
But it’s ok, because no one can tell
All of my friends ask if I feel the same
But deep inside I know I’m to blame
They ask me questions and I push them away
Or give them a false reason why
So that they can’t tell I want to die
I don’t want them to worry or wonder why
They just can’t see the pain inside
I am getting away with murder of myself
I’m addicted to the punishment stored on that shelf
I adore this poison, it’s simply perfection
Now all that’s left of you is rejection
Go ahead and tear me apart
You are the bastard that broke my heart