Before (Part Three)



Everyone around me never understood why

The tears flowed out of my eyes

I'm so much like you as I now see

How much I hate you and don't want to be

Your daughter that you held in your arms

How everything felt right when I was scared

Through your eyes the hatred was bared

The hatred toward my own mother

You wanted me to look like Annie not the other

You hated the way I looked like mom

You thought I was the devil's spawn

Now I look back and hate you even more

For you were the one that acted like a whore

As soon as you got paid

You went to the bar to get laid

By that whore Kim oh how much I hate her

She was like a bur embedded in my skin

She tried to be a mom but it wasn't right

For that bitch was the one who started the fight

She would slap me around while you were gone

And tell you that I fell so nothing looked wrong

Until one day my little heart snapped

And I began to hit back

I swore at her like no other

I told her she was fat and go live with her mother

But dad I just wanted you to know one little thing

There is nothing you can do to bring

Back our old relationship of father and daughter


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