Inside of a dark basement lies a girl
Who's life just headed for a twirl
As she heard the phone ring
She hoped that the news would make her heart sing
Little did she know about that ring
For a darkness through the line made her sing
The song was about sadness from the close loss of a friend
Who she thought would never force her end
She thought about Kari
Then her thoughts turned to Sam
And it made her wonder who I am
As I look into the mirror
I asked for answers and held my friends dearer
So I sang a different tune for awhile
Then started blaming myself for being so senile
Then I began to walk away
Hoping that at least one friend could stay
On this Earth with me for a little while
So maybe I would get rid of this denial
But as the tears ran down my face
I felt all the pain begin to race
Right through the body that is mine
I just kept asking for more time
But soon enough I saw today
Something that made me think about life in another way
The Darkness flooded my mind
And soon my teeth began to grind
The anger surging through my heart
Almost made me fall apart
I fell upon the cement wishing it didn't start
Asking myself why they killed my heart
With the knives, guns, cars, and poison darts
Still everything clattered into my head
With all the bad news I began to wish that I was dead
Or maybe that there was something that I could have said
But now this phone call has fed
The pain inside of me
Wishing waiting and hoping to set my pain free
Why wont tragedy just leave me the fuck alone
I have enough to deal with all on my own
But the tears didn't help the pain
As I heard the click I was alone again