When nobody’s listening
The pain inside me becomes a glistening
My mother screams at me down the hall
As I slam the bloody fist into the wall
A red river flows from my wrist
No one sees me while I make the next swish
Then I scream to them, “IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT.”
Releasing my pain that was stored in the vault
Then the tears begin to fall
As they see me lying in the hall
My tinted treasure embedded in the wall
Wishing I could just end it all
Knowing that I was losing my life
They gave up pain and sacrificed strife
The screams of pity echo in my ears
Family and Friends releasing the worst fears
I think of all the bullshit handed down
A fist fight here
And a sucker punch there
Knowing that most wouldn’t even care
Rememberin’ all the shit, I was to dare…
As the crimson pool begins to grow
People around me begin to bend down low
Someone is calling to help me go
Then I watch the bandage being tied in a bow
The darkness flows into my eyes
I remember the broken promises and the lies
Then I tell myself not to despise
Just begin to mutter your sad goodbyes
Then I say, “Everyone dies…
I am no one special here today,
Just because I choose to die this way.
So leave me to die and just go away!
Because there is nothing here to make me stay.”
Then as I take my last breath,
“No one blame yourselves for the theft, you weren’t listening.”