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If Only
If only the waves would stop in the sea
If only the wind would stop blowing over me
If only the cure could be found
If only his voice were a pleasant sound
His voice raking into my head like nails on a chalkboard
T minus my life and counting
He destroyed happiness
He destroyed pleasantries
He destroyed innocence
He destroyed what was me
If only the music flowed again
If only I had the courage to fight
If only I had the voice to speak
If only I had my life
His words drawing daggers in my soul
T minus my life and counting
He destroyed my soul
He destroyed my hope
He destroyed my peace
He destroyed what was me
Instead against the wind, water, fire, and earth I live
If only the fates knew my pain
If only the fates knew my hatred
If only the fates knew everything
If only I had my heart
His words breaking the pieces of my heart
T minus my life and counting
He destroyed my heart
He destroyed my family
He destroyed my love
He destroyed what was me
T minus my life and counting
T minus my life and counting
So I strip away my skin
So I bleed the pain away
So I die again one day
So numb, T minus my life and counting…
If only I could be free
