I smile to myself one day
Hoping from this cycle I break away
The glimmer of the knife in my hand
Brings back pain that causes me no longer to stand
Then out of nowhere I find
The darkness that shattered my mind
I spot the pieces before me tattered and torn
Wishing that my mind could somehow be reborn
The dark blood rushes through my veins
People poke and proud with their canes
They leave me on the ground with the blood before me leaving
The friends of mine suddenly turn deceiving
The pain in my heart no longer worth grieving
My body left for no one to be retrieving
I lie there watching my blood rush away
Hoping silently that death brings me at bay
Death never came for me that night
For inside my soul I found the courage to fight
As the next attack began
I held up my weapon and off they ran
The blood rushing through my temples as the pound
Everyone fears the malice sound
My screams of pain I held in so long
Everything I knew before now was gone
Only the knife in my hand
Makes the blood boil so I could stand
So I did what was right
Then I began to give them a fight
None of them ever forgot
The lesson of friendship and love that was bought
I saw their betrayal in their eyes
As they told me all their fucking lies
I wanted to kill them all
And throw all their fucking bodies across the hall
The blood rushes through me as I attack
Maybe now they will see that I fight back