Falling down a rabbit hole, it’s a lost connection to the depth of my soul.
Is this a dream or a nightmare? Should I be running scared?
I’m falling into old familiar places, the scars my finger traces.
And I know that I will bleed again, I’m helpless to defend.
My heart is stirs beneath its prison, and refuses to buy into reason.
Where am I falling, will it be concrete? Or will I walk off on my own two feet?
Will I make a sidewalk pretty splatter? Will this time even matter?
Am I capable of another fall, or will I not make it at all?
And if I do dare give into you, please always tell me what is true.
Will you be my making or my demise? I can only hope to be pleasantly surprised!