Words turn to lyrics from the scars on my skin
I belt out loud the teary words of sin
I sink deeper within myself
Those emotions I put up on a shelf
They come tumbling down upon my head
Bringing back words I don’t believe I said
I fight through the chorus till I’m drowned out by the bass
I hardly recognize the hollows of my own face
The mirror is only a deception
All I care about is your perception
But there is no approval to be found
Societal constraints keep me bound
Bound from letting the darkness out
Quieted into submission my tone is filled with doubt
Music to ease the troubled mind
In the noise my center I will find
Before you know it the song is over
I must steel my face sober
But with the bottle by side
Liquid courage won’t let me hide
So I take gulp and then another three
Who cares what happens to me
I rise from where I fell
Time to go out and face living hell
Where is my lace where is my leather
I must bind these emotions to keep it together
Next my spikes and my metal chains
This is the me that always remains
Return to the darkness forsake the light
I am a creature of the night
I will sing the sirens song
Long after the stars are gone
Don’t ask how I got this way
There is nothing to say
I could blame a man or a whole species
Truth is that’s what happens when the hearts in pieces
So here I am and there you go
I’m ready for the next show
This will be my very best act yet
Part 3 of living life with no regret